I wonder, does everyone think of sex in the shower? 
I often do because I am naked, the water is sensuous running over me, and it is hot and steamy. The shower is a delight relaxing muscles and making me feel good all over… much like really good sex. Thankfully the shower is not as infrequent an event as is sex in my life just now.
I often do because I am naked, the water is sensuous running over me, and it is hot and steamy. The shower is a delight relaxing muscles and making me feel good all over… much like really good sex. Thankfully the shower is not as infrequent an event as is sex in my life just now.I think I miss the togetherness of a relationship as much as I do the erotic portion. I need the love most, but I am okay. Love comes and goes and has its own ups and downs much as anything else. One must above all learn to find happiness in the self. I think I am learning this.
If the coming week goes as well with the sleeping and waking as the past one I will probably work at the library at least a day or two in the following week.
I may also go to church next Sunday. Erratic sleep patterns have kept me from that quite a while. I am not sure where I will go to church though. Seems some of my beliefs have grown a little more moderate to liberal and I am not sure I can support Southern Baptist fundamentalism anymore. I am still thinking about it… I am not turning my back on my Christianity, just I want to be more understanding and less judgmental. I really don’t feel I have fit so well in my church for a while.
Alex came in, read over my shoulder, and he said the first line was enough to make him not want to read anymore… I hope my subject matter is okay. I just go with what I am thinking. Thought jumps around sometime and so does my writing.
Mmm… better go… nothing else to say…
Later, 
Jo Ann
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