Worried…

I went to bed around 1:00AM went to sleep shortly… woke up to the screeching alarm clock at 7:00AM. I took Alex to the bus stop and returned home to start working with computers.
 
Mom’s friend came for lunch and we had Pasta Con Queso and salads. I could not eat much. I think my appetite is shrinking. I hope so. I have now lost fourteen pounds since stopping the Seroquel. This is something I have really wanted to do for a while. 
 
I updated more of the files on Alex’s computer today and ran scans and defragmenter and other maintenance which he dislikes doing. I am the one who pays if something goes wrong so though he does not like me to be on his computer I feel I must take care of it.
 
I read some in my book today. I am really enjoying it.
 
Tomorrow Alex gets his braces off and Mom goes to the neurologist to find the outcome of her MRI. I have a feeling it won’t be good.
 
Mom is hallucinating a lot and just really in a mess. I wish there were something I could do. I think her strokes have seriously harmed her brain. I guess the Parkinson’s disease is also at fault. I worry…
 
I hope the doctor can do something to help her. I am praying she gets better. It is really sad seeing such a vibrant being lose all her power.
 
I did not cook tonight because the meat I lay out this morning was not good once it thawed. It had been in the freezer too long. We had leftovers from lunch instead.
 
I guess I will go…
 
Night,
Jo Ann

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