Where I Must Search Everywhere

Went to sleep around 1:30AM and got up when the screeching alarm clock went off at 7:00AM. Took Alex to the bus in the 25 degree cold. I preheated the car, but it was still not very warm.

 

When I came back I logged on to the internet, but Mom called me, she had realized that she lost her Discover Card yesterday. We searched everywhere here, and called the store where she used it, no card. I called Discover and cancelled the card. There were thankfully no unauthorized purchases on it. This leads me to think it is somewhere here, but Mom is so good at losing things that I may never find it. She is getting really irresponsible, and she can not seem to admit that she needs someone to watch over her. I try, but sometimes I just can not monitor everything she does. It is not fair that this is happening to her. Getting older and having health problems sucks! I want to die young.

 

One of the men from our church is going to visit Mom. I think I will avoid contact. I really am not inclined to enjoy such visits. He is a minister, and sometimes that makes me uncomfortable. My views just do not correspond with lots of such types.

 

I think I am going to try to do something artistic today. I have not engaged in that sort of activity in sometime.

 

I need to work on my online classes today too. I am far behind on those. Plus I have homework from my counselor. Busy day ahead.

 

TTYL,

Jo Ann

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