A Quick Update…

I forgot to tell everyone I went to bed at 1:30AM and woke up from bad, bad dreams where my father was attacking me at 8:00AM. I sure was glad to find my bed with nobody but me in it. Thank God I woke up. I did not want to stay in that dream. Reality was a relief.

 

Alex came home, and after the initial shock of his room being cleaned up, I think he likes it. I am so glad to see his desk again. I vacuumed my room and straightened up from sleeping. I still have not gotten to my shower. I guess that is next.

 

Alex wants to go to town so we may do that later today. If not, tomorrow for sure. I have to frame a picture for Mom today. I am glad I slept more last night. It was nice to wake up fully refreshed. The day is going good so far.

 

I finally managed to wake up. I am listening to music as I type. I am glad I loaded all the new stuff into my computer so that I can listen to it randomly. I love getting different artists without having to listen to the radio.

 

A poem… of mine this time, one of the old ones:

 

Chair Whine

 

A chair scraped across protesting floor

With a grating, irritating whine –

While in a forest majestic virgin

Chainsaws began to whine –

 

No thought was being given

To the repercussions of the act –

More trees would grow

No oxygen would be lacked –

 

Money was to be made at market

Lumber business was very good –

Environment did not matter

A whining chair crossing floor –

 

The forest has grown ever smaller

Many trees have been slain –

The whining chair has fallen silent

No more movement it proclaimed…

 

© Jo Ann J. A. Jordan

 

Yes, I admit it. I am a bit of a tree hugger, not too bad though. I love the forest and always have. I hope the poem makes someone think, even though it is an old one.

 

Smiles,

Jo Ann

Some Thoughts For Today…

Day 9: Floating Eyes

 

Journal Prompts and My Responses

 

What would today look like if everything went “right”?

 

  • I would have enough money to afford life without debt
  • My mother would be agreeable instead of crotchety
  • My artwork and writing would be worth something monetarily
  • I would not have gotten soaked in the rain
  • I would have my own abode decorated to my tastes
  • I would not have schizophrenia or schizo-affective disorder or whatever the hell is wrong with me
  • I would have a devoted partner with whom to snuggle at the end of the day
  • I would weigh 70 pounds less than I do
  • The car in my driveway would be less than 5 years old
  • I would have a dog of my own to be my companion
  • My hair would be colored without my having to mess with it
  • We would have teleportation so that travel was instantaneous
  • My computer would never glitch and my internet connection would be always on like it supposed to be
  • I could really meet some of my favorite celebrities instead of just wishing
  • I would have a good sense of humor instead of this twisted-ness
  • There would be no discrimination and no narrow-mindedness
  • Peace would be possible all over the world
  • No one would die of hunger or sleep outside in the cold because they did not have a place to live
  • No child would be abused or murdered
  • Politicians would keep their ever-loving promises instead of feeding the populace a crock of shit
  • Freedom would be real, not a pipe dream
  • Everyone would experience love and acceptance
  • One person could in reality change the world

 

It is your last day on planet Earth. What would you like to do?

 

  • Sleep well the night before and get up before dawn so I could watch the sun rise from a mountain near the ocean
  • Have fresh brewed coffee and diet Coke along with T-bone steak, scrambled eggs, pancakes topped with strawberries and cream, and some melon
  • See all my friends, family, and enemies and tell them all how much they mean to me and that I would always love them
  • Give special gifts to each person
  • Read a little from the Bible and Shakespeare
  • Pray an hour
  • Eat a quick lunch of pizza and salad
  • Go water-skiing for a couple of hours
  • Take a hot shower and dress casually
  • Paint a picture of the sun setting over the water
  • Eat a quiet dinner with Alex and maybe have a drink or three
  • Lay down and fall asleep and never wake up again

 

 

Moodlings… On The Simple Abundance Companion

 

  • Imagine what your favorite heroine would do given your circumstances:
    • Scarlett O’Hara would be happy she had plenty of food
    • She would not be content to sit around waiting for the right man to come into her life… she would go out and grab the first one she saw and be damned his marital status or current involvement
    • She would find some way to make money even if it meant putting herself in a compromising situation
    • She would not be patient with mother when she was complaining
    • She would wear exactly what she wanted and if others did not like it she would tell them to go to hell
    • She would do more and read less
  • Five things for which I am grateful today:
    1. My body does not melt in the rain
    2. My poetry being here beside me
    3. My room being so neat
    4. Hot water
    5. This is going to be a good day 

That is all for now.

 

TTYL,

Jo Ann

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