Thankful Thursday

I am thankful:

 

1.     Dr. Desai gave me a new prescription for Adipex, so maybe I won’t gain anymore of my weight back this month. I have gained 5 pounds over the two months I have been off Adipex.

2.    Laura came by and picked up the present Mom had bought for Alex’s birthday on her way to see him on Tuesday.

3.    The MSN technician moved my bookmarks from MSN to Internet Explorer so I do not have to log into the MSN browser to have my Favorites.

4.    Mom bought beautiful new dishes at Sam’s Club and I get to use them.

5.    I decided to take Hope to get a shot to prevent Lyme disease because the ticks are bad here this year and Mom let me borrow the money to pay for it until the beginning of June when I get paid.

6.    I found a wonderful Shih Tzu cup like Mom’s at PetsMart.

7.    Outlook has been working beautifully.

8.    I have friends online.

9.    I can read and write.

10.  I live in the United States of America.

Check In

I am here and fairing well. Last week was a bit difficult because Alex upset me a great deal, but I was able to move past it. I am going to have to get a little tougher where he and his girlfriend are concerned. It seems Alex can hurt me worse than anyone else, though Mom is a close second.

 

I finally resolved the software problems I was having. Outlook is now working better than ever and I have just resolved not to use the MSN program. A MSN technician moved my favorites from MSN to Internet Explorer so I really do not need the program anymore. I am considering cancelling my subscription because the program was causing other problems.

 

I have only read a few books since my last entry about them. That is mainly because two of them were quite long. I had begun to think one of them was going to last forever. When I got a nice haul of books I was very interested in I resolved to finish the one that was so long. Here are the titles and a brief description of the books that have kept me busy lately:

 

Flirt by Laurell K. Hamilton was okay. There was really too much sexual content for me to enjoy this book much. The writing just seemed an excuse to expose sexual exploits and that was not something I liked.

The Bridge by David Remnick was an extremely interesting biography of our present president. I learned a lot about Barack Obama’s life. It cleared up a lot of questions for me.

Christianity by Diarmaid MacCulloch was a very thorough history of this religious faith. It covered the past in depth as well as the present and gave some speculation of where the future might lead. The book was long but informative and held my interest throughout.

Hush, Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick was a young adult novel, but I found it very enjoyable. It was a very fast read and nice because the other two more recent books were so dense with information. The story was fascinating and it did not seem like a juvenile book.

 

Mom had to have a CT scan on her stomach and abdomen because she seems to have some bloating in those areas. The scan showed some thickening of the intestinal wall so she has to have a colonoscopy for more conclusive results. I am a little worried although the doctor seems to think everything will be fine.

 

Mom was getting tired of doing word finds and wanted something to read. I gave her House Rules by Jodi Picoult because I had enjoyed it. She does not read much and hardly ever novels, but she seems to be enjoying it. Since she got her new glasses she is more able to concentrate on print for long periods. I am so glad I finally convinced her to get an eye exam.

 

Hope and I have walked most days lately. We are doing two miles a day. It is so enjoyable seeing how she loves to get outside. Hope is such a good companion for me. I never knew I could love a dog so much. She is so important to me. I have had several dogs over the years but have never bonded with one so much before.

 

I have done some variety puzzles lately, but reading seems to interest me more. The writing I do here is most of what I am getting done. I wish I were more dedicated to writing, but do not seem to have inspiration to engross me. I guess a little is better than none.

 

That mostly catches up with me. I hope all you are doing well.

 

Smiles,

Jo Ann

Thankful List – 5/17/2010

I am thankful:

 

1.     Jeremy fixed my toilet Saturday so I do not have to go back to Mom’s for another week.

2.    Leigh came, cut the yard, and brought the executive chair out to sit here at my laptop. I could not lift it up like she did to move it here.

3.    The chiropractor was able to help me Wednesday when I was hurting so bad.

4.    Mom bought me a nice new belt.

5.    I found some very good books at the library Friday.

6.    Hope and I walked several times this past week.

7.    I am about to finish the book, Christianity, and I have really learned a lot from it.

8.    Alex and I talked on Sunday and I was able to wish him a Happy 22nd Birthday.

9.    I am in a better mood than I was Tuesday when Alex upset me so badly.

10.  I was brave enough to let Alex know he had upset me so badly that I was in physical pain. I cannot allow him to continue treating me that way.

Thankful List – May 7, 2010

I am thankful:

 

1.     Mom’s cataracts have not recurred. She just needed new glasses.

2.    Mom bought me new Uniden phones as a Mother’s Day and Birthday gift.

3.    Leigh, Jesse, and two of their kids did the yard work Friday and Saturday of last week.

4.    I paid half my car insurance and will pay the other half in June or July.

5.    I finally have Outlook working properly again.

6.    I got some new pajamas for Summer.

7.    I got some Pilot G2 gel pens from Sam’s Club.

8.    I donated $5 to Organizing For America to help with the 2010 campaigns. It was the first time I donated to a political cause.

9.    I bought some éclairs from Sam’s Club and they are delicious.

10.  Coke products were on sale for $5 for a case at Wal-Mart so I stocked up on Caffeine Free Diet Coke and Diet Coke.

Thankful Thursday – 4/29/10

 

I am thankful:

 

  1. I accomplished a great deal of work yesterday.
  2. Laura and I went to the park together last Friday. We had a good time and so did Hope.
  3. I read the biography, The Bridge.
  4. I surprised Mom by cooking lunch today.
  5. I changed out my purse today for one Mom gave me quite a while ago.
  6. Sam’s had éclairs Tuesday and we got some. They are delicious.
  7. The terrible weather over the weekend passed us by without incident.
  8. Reba gets to go back to work part-time on Monday. Her back is healing fairly well.
  9. I managed to run six errands and two doctor appointments on Tuesday.
  10. Mom is going off overnight this weekend.

Thankful Thursday – 04/22/2010

I am thankful:

 

1.     Mom is so generous toward me. She does nice things when she really does not have to at all.

2.    My contacts give me good vision so I can do all the things I love to do.

3.    Alex is coming home in May and will spend his birthday with us for the first time since he went in the Marines in 2006.

4.    I read the book Spirited by Rebecca Rosen and feel more in touch with my higher self afterward.

5.    I am getting to share my prompts with the Journal Writing group.

6.    I read wonderful books that enlighten my life.

7.    I have my laptop which has gotten me involved with computers more since I received it in August.

8.    Laura was safe when she stayed overnight in the Atlanta airport last Thursday night.

9.    I think Alex has found a wonderful girl and that is a blessing.

10.  I am cradled in the love of the Lord, my Savior. His love never ends.

Midweek Reflection – One day behind

I am actually a day behind with this, but I figure late is better than never. This week has been a good one. I have been able to contribute quite frequently on Journal Writing and have managed to finish two books since I made my last list of recently read titles.

 

The Bread of Angels by Stephanie Saldana is a wonderful memoir. It is about a year in Syria and falling in love. The author comes to grips with her spirituality as she heals from earlier harms.
Spirited by Rebecca Rosen is an awesome book on coming alive to intuition and spiritual guidance. It has wonderful exercises to help one get in touch with higher self and meditations to open to spirit. I borrowed it from the library, but am seriously considering my own copy so I have it to refer to as time goes by.

 

Sunday, Mom and I went to Wal-Mart and picked up a couple of winter shirts at $2.00 each and I stocked up on Diet Cokes since they were $5.00 a case. We had to go pick Alex’s girlfriend, Laura, up at the airport. I did not like driving there after dark, but it turned out well. I did not get to bed until 1:30 on Monday morning.

 

Monday, I got up early, but went back to bed and slept until after noon. Guess I was really tired. Hope and I walked a mile, but we had such bad reactions to the pollen that I decided we better not walk more.

 

Tuesday, it rained some so Hope and I did not walk. I hung out on the computer quite a bit.

 

Wednesday, we went to Sam’s because I needed to pick up my prescription for an anti-inflammatory. We shopped a while and Mom bought some cargo shorts and polo shirts for Alex’s birthday. She also bought me the book, The Maeve Binchy Writers’ Club by Maeve Binchy. I asked her to get it instead of the Capri pants she picked out for me. We went to the library for me to turn in books I had finished and I picked up some awesome new books. I am looking forward to these.

 

Today, I woke at 6:55am and am anxiously awaiting the arrival of the groomer. We are having all the puppy dogs cut and groomed today.

 

That is a recent rundown. I hope your day is going well.

 

Smiles,

Jo Ann

Intention Lists

Reality List – Here’s Where I Am

 

Living with Mom
Taking care of Mom
Battling my weight
Limited income
Lots of time to read
Writing very little
Surrounded by books
Surrounded by music
Exercising regularly
Dealing with pain
Surrounded by clutter
Have Hope as companion
Lonely at times
Happy most of the time
Close relationship with Alex
In debt to Mom
 

 

Wish List – Here’s Where I Want To Be

 

My own house
Mom living with me
Some help caring for Mom
Lose more weight
Comfortable income
Writing creatively regularly
Space for books
Space for music
An exercise coach to help me with fitness goals
Pain free
Space so I have places for everything
Find the love of my life
Peace
Comfort
Financial stability
New vehicle
Successful
Get out more
Secure
Inspired
More fun
More friends
 

 

Dump List – Here’s What I Want To Get Rid Of

 

Complete responsibility for Mom
Overweight
Financial Insecurity
Reading to escape reality too much
Feeling uninspired
Physical pain
Loneliness
Debt to Mom
Clutter
Shame
Compulsive shopping
Unlucky in love
Depression
Unhealthy relationship with food
Fear of failure
Fear of losing those I love
Dissatisfaction
Poor body image
 

 

Keeper List – Here’s What I Want To Keep

 

Caring for Mom but not full responsibility
Love of reading
Collection of ink pens
Collection of books
Collection of music
Collection of bookmarks
Collection of blank books
Collection of puzzle books
Love of music
My close relationship with Alex
Having Hope as my companion
Relationship with God
Regular exercise
Happiness
Friendship with Mom
Contacts to see with
Good doctors
Artistic ability
Creativity
My computers
My email address
My phone service and DSL
My blog
My email groups
My voice
My poetry
Overall good health
My ability to encourage others
My handwriting
My cameras
My best friend, Reba
Closeness with my niece, Leigh
Time to pursue creative endeavors

Writing Gift
Well controlled Schizo-affective disorder

What I Have Read Lately

I have not updated the books I have read since March 13th so I have quite a list. I think I will list them this time instead of writing them all in a paragraph:

 

Hard Rain by David Rollins is a thriller and I enjoyed it very much.
Reinventing the Body, Resurrecting the Soul by Deepak Chopra is a very good book on how to integrate body and soul and become more balanced. I liked it very much.
50 Ways to Soothe Yourself Without Food by Susan Albers, Psy. D. is full of suggestions on how you can do something else when you crave food. I found it very interesting.
Angelology by Danielle Trussoni is an excellent novel about angels and the angelologists who study them. I own this book and highly recommend it.
The Templars by Michael Haag is a fascinating book on the history of the Knights Templar. I learned a lot by reading it.
Hastur Lord by Marion Zimmer Bradley and Deborah J. Ross is a wonderful fantasy novel. Even though it was one of a series from which I read no others it stood alone well.
City of Gold: Dubai by Jim Krane is an excellent book on the history of one of the Middle East’s most prosperous city-states. I found the book fascinating and learned a great deal about a part of the world that is not well-known to me.
The Devil’s Rooming House by M. William Phelps is a great book about one of the most infamous female serial killers of all time. I was shocked by the story this book tells, but it was well-written and I could not put it down until I finished.
Forgiveness by Paula Huston is a very good book on implementing forgiveness in one’s life. I enjoyed reading it.
Death By The Book by Lenny Bartulin was a good novel, not great, but decent. I liked it fairly well.
House Rules by Jodi Picoult is a fantastic novel. My Mom bought this one for me and I loved it.
Eight White Nights by Andre Aciman is a passable novel. It mostly dwells in one character’s mind and I did not like it as well as some others.
Coming of the Storm by W. Michael Gear and Kathleen O’Neal Gear is a wonderful novel about first contact with the Indians in the Southeastern United States. I found it well-written and fascinating.
Changes by Jim Butcher is an awesome novel. I have read no others in this series, but found this one great. It deals with magicians, vampires, and law enforcement and does it very well.

 

Well that is what I have been reading.

 

Always,

Jo Ann

I Guess I Should Clarify

 

For myself, personally, I believe in Jesus Christ as my Savior. I have confessed my sins, accepted Jesus Christ as my Savior, and been baptized into the Christian faith.

 

I believe Jesus was born the child of God, by the Holy Spirit, to the virgin Mary. I believe Jesus lived a sinless life, although in the approved scriptures of the Bible little of His life is documented outside His birth and His ministry. I believe Jesus performed many miracles during His ministry. I believe Jesus was condemned to die through no fault of His own, but so as to fulfill prophecy. I believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that through His death I am forgiven and no longer condemned. I believe Jesus Christ was resurrected from the dead and appeared before many on earth. I believe this resurrection was both bodily and spiritually performed. I believe that Jesus Christ ascended to Heaven and now lives with God the Father. I believe that one day Jesus Christ will return to earth and take home to Heaven His children.

 

However, I do not believe that everyone else has to believe what I do for them to have a valid spiritual path.

 

I believe some of the condemnations passed down by the earthly church should be less judgmental.

 

I believe Jesus Christ loves all the people in the world. I believe Christ embodies love.

 

Always,

Jo Ann