I went to bed at 3:30AM and woke up at 11:45AM. I spent some time visiting my blog buddies. I am feeling sort of peaked today. Thank God I do not have a lot to accomplish, I already put the two loads of laundry in process. It looks so inviting outdoors that I may go for a walk in a bit. That usually gives my mood a boost.
I do have to finish reading the chapter for my counseling session tomorrow. It should not take too long.
I just dread doing the exercises. They involve visiting some memories I rather leave buried. I think maybe looking at them will be good, but at the same time avoidance feels more secure. I don’t really relish reliving the incidents.
Alex and Mom are occupied with their own tasks. I guess it is good, but I am a little hungry for a human connection today. Loneliness is dogging me somewhat. I will probably try to engage Alex in some conversation soon. Maybe he will talk about his stories. They are so great. I would like to post some of his work here. I have tried to encourage him to get a Space, but he says he would not be faithful to blogging. Other things to do.
I received emails from some of the men in my past this past week, not my ex-husbands but guys I had dated. I looked at the mails, but chose not to respond. I don’t need them, as they were not good for me. Responding would only have made me look needy, and I do not want that. I am independent and sufficient without these guys who really only used me and discarded me when they were through. I have a little pride.
Men are strange creatures sometimes, though I really do love them. They can be very confusing and indecisive. I thought it was supposed to be women that had a hard time making up their minds, but I have found this problem in several males. I think it maybe comes down to not being fully in touch with themselves and what they truly want. This can definitely lead me into indecisive behavior and I suppose it could be their cause too. After all, we are all human and subject to the same weaknesses.
I think that is all for now. I will come back in a bit.
TTYL,
Jo Ann
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Thanks Wesley, I will definitely keep that in mind. Thanks for stopping by too.Smiles,Jo Ann
Hey, Jo Ann! No I don\’t mind – thanks for linkin\’ my space. I will do the same.Ü Kim
Thanks Kim,I appreciate the link. I hope you will visit often.Always,Jo Ann
Why are men like that? I don\’t know. Somehow I seem to relate more easily with women.Maybe everybody feels that way!!G\’nite, JoAnn. Pleasant dreams…
I feel a bit out of the loop with this thread, but wanted to thank you for posting your thoughts and feelings. I don\’t fit the entire mold, but as a guy I find it more tough to express feelings – not sure why, just the nature of the beast I think.(((hugs)))Stephen
Hey – we\’re not all indecisive, or are we? Dang, I can\’t make up my mind. Nevermind;-)PS – I\’ve finally gotten around to posting some pics of the new pooch, come by and check him out.
RH, men are great, I just think as a woman sometimes I don\’t get the masculine mystique. It is a puzzle and so I am challenged to figure it out. I did have pleasant dreams. Thank you for wishing them for me.Stephen, sometimes feelings are really tough to express. Thanks for commenting on the post. I think no matter who we are that we can relate to thoughts and feelings. The fact I was discussing males puts you in the loop. Mike, there you go!;) I will be over to see the pictures soon. I just got home.Smiles,Jo Ann